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Saturday, October 17, 2009

before it wears off

was on the verge to post an image heavy post.
(got my canon ixus 120i!)


:/
too many things to do.
but i'm glad that i am able to do them.
:D
He is amazing!


thankful that i can be in church this weekend.
(:


batam cable ski tmr.
:/
eh.
i will be happy while i'm there!
that is a choice!
(:


till i come back from
muddy waters
sun burns
itching skin
and muscle aches.


i love my daddy.
he is the best daddy in the whole wide world!
<3
i love my mummy.
she complains a whole lot but never actually complains!
<3

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Saturday, September 12, 2009

indeed a world of maddness

Dear Ng Shi Ying Raisa 060268147

Considering your circumstances (you were granted an attempt not to count for unit 20 this year) you will be exceptionally permitted to sit unit 142 alongside its pre-requisite unit 20 at the next exam session.

Kind regards

Maria Isola Student Assessment University of London External System

Ground Floor Stewart House 32 Russell Square London WC1B 5DN

above is the email from london.
(:


AHHHHH!

in times like these.
how i wish my sisters could be around.
just to be there to scream cry and go crazy with me.


God is so good!
this nobody can deny!


made my selection of units 5 days ago.
and QF wasnt one of them.


since i made the decision to stick to BSs economics and Finance
it meant another year for QF alone.


but God came true!
He heard my prayers.
((:
<3

all a coincidence you may say.
but how do you explain the peace i felt.


what seemed so impossible became possible.
SIM sure slammed me ultra many times with
" NO! you cannot take QF if you failed a prerequiste! "


all glory to God.
(:


out one day
walking one day
out one day
with You
hallelujah!


praise God.
that's all i have to say for now.
:D


[ beauty in the breakdown ]

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Thursday, August 27, 2009

God put a smile on my face

results are out.



elements of econometrics : 32 failed (attempt not to count)
principles of accounting : 72
macroeconomics : 62
microeconomics : 51



first thoughts in my mind?


" ARGHH. . . ANOTHER YEAR WITH EOE! "



sorry.
i ain't perfect to go praising God immediately.
but it did kick in after a few seconds.
(:


PRAISE GOD.


for?
oh my.
a whole bunch of things.


for that horrid POA paper that started 45 mins late yet my brain worked.
for my NPV table which was obviously wrong yet i could get my first class score.
(:


for being able to do the macro paper.
62 is decent enough for me.
(:


for the mirco paper that i spent half an hour deciding which question to do.
thou all that i studied for didnt came out
and i attempted a question that i knew nuts about
God is still good coz a 51 is way above what i've expected.


also for EOE.
coz i was sick and now that examination attempt isn't counted!
(:




well.
chong says today is hullabaloo day.



we will move on from this tragic patch.
still.
i pray i dont need a fourth year.
:/

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Wednesday, August 19, 2009

smiles on my face

whee!
i love lunch with christine today!
(:


happy birthday darling!
<3


i wouldnt say our surprise worked thou. . .
:/


still.
BUNDLES OF JOY!
:D


pictures taken were of bad quality.
):
i need a canon digital camera!!
(yes. it is a need!)


anyway.

i'm loving www.gothere.sg

(:
do check it out!
i can't believe it exists.
hah-
corli made it sound " made up "
:p


off to meet the rangers soon!
((:


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Thursday, August 13, 2009

curled up fur ball

hardly got off the bed and sofa.
):

Missing my sisters real bad.
:/
Even those pokes and kicks will make me happy.

Purr-
I'm sticking to lying down and sleep.


``in His love ♥
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Wednesday, August 12, 2009

ancient

woohoo!
i had to scroll to locate blogger.com
:/
(thus the title)


i don't like to blog when i don't have the pics.
):
guess it's time to be the photographer!
but. . .
i'll need a DECENT digicam first.
(:
psst.
i've got 2 inferior ones at home. . .



think my body is at it's limit.
hahah-


where has jane gone?


shifting knees and ulcer covered throat.
poot-
not feeling too pumped up to train for stand chart.
):
and i need help/advise/guidance/inspiration
from my ultra cool/hard to define/one-of-a-kind sport science sister!


still.
He is the reason.
(:



mummy seems to adore chong.
even asked if he likes ed hardy!
O:


hello. . .
since when did mummy asked if i wanted anything from ed hardy!


everything is repeating itself.
(just like the orange adidas watch)


at least getting to hear "my kinda songs" on the radio
puts a huge smile on my face.
(:


"zero" by yeah yeah yeahs was one.
(:
but i can't show the vid.
here's the link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TGxBTsmuRIk


this is "almost lover" by a fine frenzy



<3
look at the motive
not just the actions

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Saturday, August 08, 2009

human behaviour

day out with rangers was exceptional.
(:


such lovely people.
<3




mr president was kind with his words.
thank you.


when i see what He has done.
i just like to sit there and smile.
(:


careful harvest times.
my mum really reads all the articles.
spelling "ears" into "cars"
is a big no no!
and now i have been sent. . .
to tell jo about it!


i like to take pictures.
using my memory, that is.


God is really good!
ALL THE TIME!



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Wednesday, July 29, 2009

amazing

my first in blogging through the phone.
(:
Hee!
all hail e71.

Finally. . .
Yeah yeah yeahs's new track "zero" is finally on air.
Good music that i like!
(go youtube to check the vid out)

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Friday, July 10, 2009

running against the wind

i owe this to my sisters.
hahah.


overdued pictures from mummy's birthday!

((:
<3


mummy and daddy!
(strange chong and i didint take a pic together)


dinner at shin kunshiya was GOOD.
:D


den. . .
the surprise!!




daddy and mummy
mummy making her wish
blowing out the candles
(posing for me to take the shot)
cake cutting!


awfully chocolate's banana cake!
it was yummilicious!
((:







no more job hunting for me.
i'm turning pro in cleaning.
:p


boo.
(:
yesterday was our one month celebration!
hahha


went to bistro one two three!
nice place thou it's uber ulu.



what i wore.
tracyeinny tube dress $12
mng cropped cardi $69
vintage bag $23.90


hahah.
i love the bag.
it was a gift from chong.
but mummy and daddy hates it. . .
they think it's ugly.
):
they can only accept chanel i guess. ha!


ahem!
erjie!
now that i have done so.
i can shout it out loud!
PLEASE POST SOME PICTURES OF YOURSELF!
((:
hee!





mushroom salad.
(:
quite decent.
thou a little too oily.



we both loved this!
salmon and crab meat pasta!
(:



beef chunks!
not bad.
just that half the time i was worried my braces would fall off.
:p



(:
me and SEE CHUN CHONG




oh.
and dessert!
which we gobbled down before taking a pic.
hah-


thanks chong!
for the wonderful night out.
(:



oh!
and here is a really fat cat!
(:
guess it hated the flash.
dragged itself away from us after the picture.


i'm coming back!

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Friday, June 19, 2009

we heart it all

well.
this is ripped from erjie and dajie.
(:
from andy, really.


the way i am - ingrid michaelson





i heart this.
<3


chong!
note 1.45 min!
(:


dajie likes " winter song "
(:


but. . .
the first song that caught me was " keep breathing "
when aired with grey's on the telly.
(:





i miss my sisters!

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Thursday, June 18, 2009

awesome!

i have tons of pictures to upload.
but this is more important!!
((:


watch this video on the RSS archer!
WOOHOO-
I TELL YOU!
MY JIE FU IS INSIDE!
(note the 33 second!)





(:
so proud of my jie fu!

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Monday, June 01, 2009

good news

firstly. . .
i must thank God that i survived the exams!
((:


sorry loves.
i know i have been gone for months.
call me anti-social if you please.
:p


well. . .


now for the really brilliant news.
(:


note that this piece of news
(from my dear cousin mattern)
was the only thing that managed
to make me jump out of bed at 1 in the noon


another note.
it was saturday
and it's been months since i slept for so long!
O:


and another note.
i had nightmares about eoe for 2 days straight!
ARGH
(that is how tormenting eoe is)


yet another note.
my eyebags were so huge
and dark circles so black
that i didnt wear contacts for the longest time ever.


okay.
the news. . .












KAKASHI IS ALIVE!



hahah-
i know dajie will rejoice with me on this!
i knew he'd never die!
<3
<3


it's 4am now and i will go to bed after looking at lookbook!
hee!
i like!


yes
you can tell that i am happy!
(:


``in His love ♥
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Saturday, May 23, 2009

boom

my head.
feels as though it is a watermelon
sliced perfectly into half.


``in His love ♥
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Thursday, May 21, 2009

daisies daisies

not having a sound mind.


econometrics is not meant to be understood in two weeks.


you can squeeze half of macro/micro/poa
into your brain in a week.
but econometrics has to be understood and practiced.
not very enjoyable given the time constraint.


POOT!


this weekend will be good.
(:


tmr is juleen's wedding!
congratulations girl!


i hope i can navigate around orchard still.
it's foreign to me now.


my precious saturdays!
(:


nothing beats the peace of God.


those days when expo is like on the other continent
or when you know you need him
but feel as though you can't afford to drop those books.
oh bother-


life is really about making choices.
and ultimately it's all about God.


i dread the first official day of usher.
somehow i know i'm not meant to be in usher.
hah-
i know this isn't His final plan.


i really don't know anything.
i just know i need to grow.


``in His love ♥
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Tuesday, May 12, 2009

i am so brave

hello world.


i'm fighting my biggest battle (yet) right now.
blame it on past months of laziness.


tomorrow will be bittersweet.
:/
macro paper doesnt scare me.
i've studied for it for the past 5 days!
enough to pass thou not enough to score.


HAVE FAITH!
BE POSITIVE!

(it's really very hard!)


i've heard of countless testimonies about
how people study just the day before the paper
and yet they did well for it.


but being realistic here. . .
UOL aint giving me an easy time.
):


they mean it when they say
"not for the faint hearted"
O:


so 9 hours to prepare for my microecons paper.
WOW.
great!


i'm thankful for having the world's most supportive parents
thankful for a great cg leader
thankful that life is indeed an adventure!
(:


yes, stress has it's consequences
HAHA.
wait till you see the amount of hair fall!
(caused by eating too much maggie mee)


mummy i love you!
<3
thou i still hate eating bird's nest!


i am a wee bitsy lonely.


oh.
NGO JUNHAN!
happy 21st birthday
(you with an IQ of 300)


sorry all.
for i have been missing all these months.


after micro. . .


i will study even harder for econometrics. . .
the one subject that NOBODY understands. . .




``in His love ♥
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Thursday, April 23, 2009

i like it titled

hello every lovely living soul
who still does read my blog.
(:


i hereby declare i will not be blogging for 5 more weeks!
O:


dont kill me erjie.
D:


till all the misery of my papers end.
boohoo!


not that i am really hardworking.
):
i admit i played way way way too much this year.
poot-


deprieved. . .


my poor turtle.
):
i ain't got any time for it.
it's so lonely it started
to stare, smell, poke, scratch etc
the rock that is in it's tank.


boo. . .


wait for my return. . .


AHHH-


this is so surreal


``in His love ♥
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Thursday, April 02, 2009

i'd love pink anyway

whoohoooo!


yes.
all my life i have been telling the whole world
how great my parents are.
(:


i wanted a psp slim
daddy said okay!
dajie said she wanted a SLR camera.
daddy said okay!
erjie heard i'm getting a psp and said she wants one too.
daddy said okay!


i tell you
he freely gives.
:D


after being sick and grumpy and stress.
i dont have time to study so hack the psp for now.


BUT
MY DEAREST PAPU!
BOUGHT IT FOR ME ALREADY!
O:
(even without asking me!)


<3
<3
<3



note to self :
my parents ought to be living the best life when they retire.

thank You!


``in His love ♥
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Sunday, March 22, 2009

we laugh indoors

reality is stranger than fiction
the speed of thought is faster than the speed of light


``in His love ♥
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Tuesday, March 17, 2009

glorious!

this is the day where i scream hallelujah a hundred times!
(:


prelims are finally OVER!
heh-


sad to say i am awaiting
for the day when i scream
hallelujah a thousand times
:/


THANKEW YOU !!
(you know when it's applicable)
<3


my 21st was smashing!
:D
i loved loved every part of it!
even the morning which was spent mugging!
hahha-


i want to play left 4 dead!
(random)


too many things in my brain.
wait till i upload pictures!
((:


oh.

I GOT A FISHEYE CAMERA!

(:


tra la la~


leaving the school library soon
for days of maddness ahead!
(:


:D
daddy mummy dajie erjie!
i love you!
<3


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Sunday, March 08, 2009

room on fire

sorry for the lack of updates.
:/
been kinda busy that
at certain points in time
i really want to
blow my brains out!

bang! bang! bang!

no fear.
i'm still here!
(:

firstly!

my day out with daddy!

:D

i can't rmb when was the last time
we spent time together.
(other than shopping)
:/

so this day was special.
(:

it was daddy's dad out.
<3
PHOTO-TAKING
DAY!
x)

some pictures that i took.
(:






daddy trying out his AWESOME camera!
(:
he looks pro eh!












flowers!
(:
taken specially for mamu!
(since she wasn't feeling well)
<3


i heart papu!
<3


eh.
i wanted to do a "roll on grass" video
so all three sisters had a
"roll on SOMETHING" video
(:
BUT
just in case you forgot what singapore grass looks like
. . .



i know this ain't fair.
i'm sure there is some beautiful grass field
somewhere OUT THERE in singapore.
but this was all that i could find
hah-











<3
<3
<3

:D
raisa is a happy girl!






i really loved that day.
(:

oh.
new found method to destress. . .
play LEFT 4 DEAD!
((:

i amaze myself!
:D

bang! bang! bang!


i actually like playing left 4 dead.
O:
thou lan gaming shops are still
all too dark and dangerous looking.
and no doubt hoards of bengsters are to be found.
:/
but i'll still play left 4 dead!
hahah-


nuren I LOVE YOU!
((:
thank you zerong!
okay-
thank you deli
:p


my earliest 21st!
LOL.
(:


oh.
please pray for me!


i'm extracting 2 teeth on the
9th of march
and
13th of march
:/
4 teeth in total.


i pray i will be alive to blog again.


terrified
petrified
horrified
):


no.
i am not okay!
):




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