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Friday, July 10, 2009

running against the wind

i owe this to my sisters.
hahah.


overdued pictures from mummy's birthday!

((:
<3



mummy and daddy!
(strange chong and i didint take a pic together)


dinner at shin kunshiya was GOOD.
:D


den. . .
the surprise!!




daddy and mummy
mummy making her wish
blowing out the candles
(posing for me to take the shot)
cake cutting!


awfully chocolate's banana cake!
it was yummilicious!
((:







no more job hunting for me.
i'm turning pro in cleaning.
:p


boo.
(:
yesterday was our one month celebration!
hahha


went to bistro one two three!
nice place thou it's uber ulu.



what i wore.
tracyeinny tube dress $12
mng cropped cardi $69
vintage bag $23.90


hahah.
i love the bag.
it was a gift from chong.
but mummy and daddy hates it. . .
they think it's ugly.
):
they can only accept chanel i guess. ha!


ahem!
erjie!
now that i have done so.
i can shout it out loud!
PLEASE POST SOME PICTURES OF YOURSELF!
((:
hee!





mushroom salad.
(:
quite decent.
thou a little too oily.



we both loved this!
salmon and crab meat pasta!
(:



beef chunks!
not bad.
just that half the time i was worried my braces would fall off.
:p



(:
me and SEE CHUN CHONG




oh.
and dessert!
which we gobbled down before taking a pic.
hah-


thanks chong!
for the wonderful night out.
(:



oh!
and here is a really fat cat!
(:
guess it hated the flash.
dragged itself away from us after the picture.


i'm coming back!

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Friday, June 19, 2009

we heart it all

well.
this is ripped from erjie and dajie.
(:
from andy, really.


the way i am - ingrid michaelson





i heart this.
<3


chong!
note 1.45 min!
(:


dajie likes " winter song "
(:


but. . .
the first song that caught me was " keep breathing "
when aired with grey's on the telly.
(:





i miss my sisters!

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Thursday, June 18, 2009

awesome!

i have tons of pictures to upload.
but this is more important!!
((:


watch this video on the RSS archer!
WOOHOO-
I TELL YOU!
MY JIE FU IS INSIDE!
(note the 33 second!)





(:
so proud of my jie fu!

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Monday, June 01, 2009

good news

firstly. . .
i must thank God that i survived the exams!
((:


sorry loves.
i know i have been gone for months.
call me anti-social if you please.
:p


well. . .


now for the really brilliant news.
(:


note that this piece of news
(from my dear cousin mattern)
was the only thing that managed
to make me jump out of bed at 1 in the noon


another note.
it was saturday
and it's been months since i slept for so long!
O:


and another note.
i had nightmares about eoe for 2 days straight!
ARGH
(that is how tormenting eoe is)


yet another note.
my eyebags were so huge
and dark circles so black
that i didnt wear contacts for the longest time ever.


okay.
the news. . .












KAKASHI IS ALIVE!



hahah-
i know dajie will rejoice with me on this!
i knew he'd never die!
<3
<3


it's 4am now and i will go to bed after looking at lookbook!
hee!
i like!


yes
you can tell that i am happy!
(:


``in His love ♥
3:52 AM


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Saturday, May 23, 2009

boom

my head.
feels as though it is a watermelon
sliced perfectly into half.


``in His love ♥
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Thursday, May 21, 2009

daisies daisies

not having a sound mind.


econometrics is not meant to be understood in two weeks.


you can squeeze half of macro/micro/poa
into your brain in a week.
but econometrics has to be understood and practiced.
not very enjoyable given the time constraint.


POOT!


this weekend will be good.
(:


tmr is juleen's wedding!
congratulations girl!


i hope i can navigate around orchard still.
it's foreign to me now.


my precious saturdays!
(:


nothing beats the peace of God.


those days when expo is like on the other continent
or when you know you need him
but feel as though you can't afford to drop those books.
oh bother-


life is really about making choices.
and ultimately it's all about God.


i dread the first official day of usher.
somehow i know i'm not meant to be in usher.
hah-
i know this isn't His final plan.


i really don't know anything.
i just know i need to grow.


``in His love ♥
8:03 PM


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Tuesday, May 12, 2009

i am so brave

hello world.


i'm fighting my biggest battle (yet) right now.
blame it on past months of laziness.


tomorrow will be bittersweet.
:/
macro paper doesnt scare me.
i've studied for it for the past 5 days!
enough to pass thou not enough to score.


HAVE FAITH!
BE POSITIVE!

(it's really very hard!)


i've heard of countless testimonies about
how people study just the day before the paper
and yet they did well for it.


but being realistic here. . .
UOL aint giving me an easy time.
):


they mean it when they say
"not for the faint hearted"
O:


so 9 hours to prepare for my microecons paper.
WOW.
great!


i'm thankful for having the world's most supportive parents
thankful for a great cg leader
thankful that life is indeed an adventure!
(:


yes, stress has it's consequences
HAHA.
wait till you see the amount of hair fall!
(caused by eating too much maggie mee)


mummy i love you!
<3
thou i still hate eating bird's nest!


i am a wee bitsy lonely.


oh.
NGO JUNHAN!
happy 21st birthday
(you with an IQ of 300)


sorry all.
for i have been missing all these months.


after micro. . .


i will study even harder for econometrics. . .
the one subject that NOBODY understands. . .




``in His love ♥
5:13 PM


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Thursday, April 23, 2009

i like it titled

hello every lovely living soul
who still does read my blog.
(:


i hereby declare i will not be blogging for 5 more weeks!
O:


dont kill me erjie.
D:


till all the misery of my papers end.
boohoo!


not that i am really hardworking.
):
i admit i played way way way too much this year.
poot-


deprieved. . .


my poor turtle.
):
i ain't got any time for it.
it's so lonely it started
to stare, smell, poke, scratch etc
the rock that is in it's tank.


boo. . .


wait for my return. . .


AHHH-


this is so surreal


``in His love ♥
2:00 PM


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Thursday, April 02, 2009

i'd love pink anyway

whoohoooo!


yes.
all my life i have been telling the whole world
how great my parents are.
(:


i wanted a psp slim
daddy said okay!
dajie said she wanted a SLR camera.
daddy said okay!
erjie heard i'm getting a psp and said she wants one too.
daddy said okay!


i tell you
he freely gives.
:D


after being sick and grumpy and stress.
i dont have time to study so hack the psp for now.


BUT
MY DEAREST PAPU!
BOUGHT IT FOR ME ALREADY!
O:
(even without asking me!)


<3
<3
<3



note to self :
my parents ought to be living the best life when they retire.

thank You!


``in His love ♥
1:57 PM


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Sunday, March 22, 2009

we laugh indoors

reality is stranger than fiction
the speed of thought is faster than the speed of light


``in His love ♥
9:18 PM


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Tuesday, March 17, 2009

glorious!

this is the day where i scream hallelujah a hundred times!
(:


prelims are finally OVER!
heh-


sad to say i am awaiting
for the day when i scream
hallelujah a thousand times
:/


THANKEW YOU !!
(you know when it's applicable)
<3


my 21st was smashing!
:D
i loved loved every part of it!
even the morning which was spent mugging!
hahha-


i want to play left 4 dead!
(random)


too many things in my brain.
wait till i upload pictures!
((:


oh.

I GOT A FISHEYE CAMERA!

(:


tra la la~


leaving the school library soon
for days of maddness ahead!
(:


:D
daddy mummy dajie erjie!
i love you!
<3


``in His love ♥
12:56 PM


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Sunday, March 08, 2009

room on fire

sorry for the lack of updates.
:/
been kinda busy that
at certain points in time
i really want to
blow my brains out!

bang! bang! bang!

no fear.
i'm still here!
(:

firstly!

my day out with daddy!

:D

i can't rmb when was the last time
we spent time together.
(other than shopping)
:/

so this day was special.
(:

it was daddy's dad out.
<3
PHOTO-TAKING
DAY!
x)

some pictures that i took.
(:






daddy trying out his AWESOME camera!
(:
he looks pro eh!












flowers!
(:
taken specially for mamu!
(since she wasn't feeling well)
<3


i heart papu!
<3


eh.
i wanted to do a "roll on grass" video
so all three sisters had a
"roll on SOMETHING" video
(:
BUT
just in case you forgot what singapore grass looks like
. . .



i know this ain't fair.
i'm sure there is some beautiful grass field
somewhere OUT THERE in singapore.
but this was all that i could find
hah-











<3
<3
<3

:D
raisa is a happy girl!






i really loved that day.
(:

oh.
new found method to destress. . .
play LEFT 4 DEAD!
((:

i amaze myself!
:D

bang! bang! bang!


i actually like playing left 4 dead.
O:
thou lan gaming shops are still
all too dark and dangerous looking.
and no doubt hoards of bengsters are to be found.
:/
but i'll still play left 4 dead!
hahah-


nuren I LOVE YOU!
((:
thank you zerong!
okay-
thank you deli
:p


my earliest 21st!
LOL.
(:


oh.
please pray for me!


i'm extracting 2 teeth on the
9th of march
and
13th of march
:/
4 teeth in total.


i pray i will be alive to blog again.


terrified
petrified
horrified
):


no.
i am not okay!
):




``in His love ♥
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Monday, February 23, 2009

chaotic

wuffle wuffle wuffle. . .


i think i am freaking out.
trying to think positive.
trying to be encouraging.


today.
i concluded i know NOTHING about econometrics.
):
so much for confessing the right things.
but i will conquer this freaking irritating subject.
* amen! *


still-
i'll be glad if i can even score 10 marks for my prelims.


this is quite perplexed.
feeling quite dysfunctional.


NOTE TO SISTERS:
i may not be online everyday
(to chat or skype)
but i promise i will check my facebook
(coz the school library has computers!)
sorry i'm always not online!
:/


to end things on a brighter note.
(:


check out these two blog shops.
http://ohvola.livejournal.com
http://access-ed.livejournal.com
(psst- there is one piece called " raisa " in ohvola!)


thanks chong for videos that help destress.
(:


[ details in the fabric ]


``in His love ♥
11:26 PM


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Saturday, February 21, 2009

we love our mother

after centuries of not browsing through blogs
i finally did.
(:
came across this in miss aw's blog.


mom's song

HAHA!


``in His love ♥
1:21 AM


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Friday, February 20, 2009

ask for answers

if i could say so.
i think i fried my brain.


two days passed.
i'm still on beta1 and beta2
(i am so "loving" econometrics)
consumption theory.
:/
this is gonna take a very long time.


my bed has never seemed more precious.
spare me the judgement
let me rest


mummy said my clothes are ugly.
and i'm utterly depressed.
):


everyone is stressed/tired/frustrated
i pray we get out of this alive and stronger


well.
the best thing that happened today?


pastor Tan accepted my friend request!

:D
you have no idea how happy i am.
((:
[ faulty manufacturing ]


``in His love ♥
2:16 AM


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Tuesday, February 17, 2009

life is beautiful

disclaimer :
this is just ramblings of bits and pieces
of what i can get hold of.
it is not exactly an entry worth reading.
(i'm just lazy)


i'm actually loving lady gaga
hah-
corli!
please help cure me of ah lian-ness
and techno/clubbing songs
O:



meow-
one of the cats from morgan's godpa's house.

(:


conversation with dajie reminded me. . .
OF MY GARDEN BEDSHEETS!
(cheap thrill!)

i heart my bed sheets!
i know you do too!



huiyi's (way in advance) 21st!
(:
sorry steffi i couldnt make it for yours.
but i love you just as much.
((:





it was fun.
simply because i got to see everyone.
<3


whether stressed
or bored.
life is still beautiful.
i am thankful
for His love.


``in His love ♥
1:47 AM


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Sunday, February 15, 2009

the reminder

[ you're changing your heart ]


tweaked


thank you.
(you know who you are)


above all else.
God is good.


exploding
is what i am.


[ you know that you are ]



``in His love ♥
2:56 PM


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Wednesday, February 04, 2009

mashed

hello hello.
i am not okay.


but i will be



``in His love ♥
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Wednesday, January 28, 2009

december sun setting

woohoo!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!
(:






i like the shop.
i think it's pretty with all the colours.
(:
work might not be fun.
but Praise God for everything.
x)


reunion dinner.
x)


well. . .

this is for you dajie!

the sauce that goes perfect with chicken!!
:D



here is part of the family.
<3



hanna.
(:
yeah.
during cny.
hah-
go firure!




den it was the usual
"send parents off to their honeymoon moment"
which implies. . .
"freedom"
(:
and
"do all household chores"
:/



erjie and her french plaits!
PURPLE HAIR!
O:
if only i had the guts. . .



i think mummy and erjie both look very pretty here!
((:




mamu and papu!
<3


last pic before they left.
((:
seriously-
don't they look really happy?!



getting their passports checked.
(:
I TELL YOU!
AFTER THEY STEPPED THROUGH THE GLASS DOOR
THEY DIDN'T EVEN TURN AROUND TO WAVE GOODBYE!
O:


oh well.
they deserve this break very much alright.
(:




trip to clark quay with juleen and yunlei.
(:
thanks for the treat girls.
(thou i'm a free loader)





my drink!
(:
"kulah" or something.




my dearest crazily cool erjie.
:D



our drinks.
(:

Bold
hmmm.
den we tried this syringe thing.
hahha-
(:





done!
:D
tasted quite good i must say.




nice shots taken by erjie.
(:




i call this sisterly love.
<3


i comfirm 100%
will cry!





this is random.
dong chang that is way too LOUD.
:/


didn't wake up on time for breakfast at jone's
)):
all movies kinda failed on us today.
):
and we walked so much
(erjie walks very fast!)
that i burned so much fats!




this is my 6th pair of shoe from substance.
((:


cute eh!
((:
plus it's on 50% off!
:D
this shoe is really meant for me.
x)


we only search for the 2nd pair to buy
coz there is 10% extra off if we get two pairs!
(erjie already choose one)
and when i asked for my size
the sales girl said there was none left.
but!
the girl who tried on the last pair for size 38
handed it over to me!
O:
told ya it was meant for me!




outside milk media!
(:



the sleezy club kabuki!
O:
it was pitch black!
without flash you wouldn't even see me!



and here is the condition of the car after 3 days.
:/
it's a birdshit car!
it needs a wash very badly.


well.
take me on another roller coaster ride.
i hope i do survive this transition.


[ you were so condescending ]


``in His love ♥
8:39 PM


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Saturday, January 17, 2009

show your bones

ARGHHHH-



HOW CAN KAKASHI DIE!!
O:






I REFUSE TO ACCEPT THIS!
HOW CAN HE DIE!
):


``in His love ♥
11:27 PM


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mademoiselle.

raisa
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i love God
i snore

fetish
cats
sincere hugs
crisp leaves crumbling under my feet
music
sticking fingers in a sack of rice
cold 100 plus after tennis
hanging (upsidedown)
cheap thrills
turtles

wishlist
brown vintage bag
black havaianas
fisheye camera
tennis racquet
driving licence
ballet flats
white skinnies
keds mosaic
black/gold chunky braclet
kate spade coin purse
trip to the zoo
gold flip flops
reese
star of david necklace
pink psp slim
picnic
silver converse sneakers
sorini balls
blazer
sewing machine

CDs
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eisley - room noises
morcheeba
the great expectations soundtrack
a fine frenzy
fiest
across the universe soundtrack
iron and wine
acceptance
regina spektor - begin to hope
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the strokes
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ser ping
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shurong
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xueting
ya rui
yong qiang
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